Thought

I dont know what to do

I cant stop thinking

That has always been my problem

I can never stop thinking

I appall thought

I always have

Spent alot of time trying to eliminate it

It always returns 

I can keep it down temporarily  

But I can not temper it

It lingers in my head

I can not stand it 

I simply want pull it away like a strand of time

Or crush it like it crushes me

I can suppress it

But Dammed if I can be rid of it

Damn this world

Damn this night

Damn me

Damned if I know Where I went wrong

Damned If I know Why I am wrong