Thoughts at 4am

I'm wasted, I'm lonely and I'm in love. I hate you so much while loving you with everything I can.

Wasted
Phone in my hand
I'm wondering again whether to call
The one who can ail my soul
The one who can lessen the pain
The one who caused this mess
But I know in the end
I will just end up hurting more
because hurt is the only thing you seem to give
I love you like I should love myself
and you hurt me like I hurt myself
I feel like I'm drowning
in these four am thoughts
Drowning in the sadness in my heart
Choking on the heaviness of my thoughts
I got too used to having around
Please just tell me
look me in the eye
into my broken soul
and tell me
If boats can float
and planes can fly
Why can't you love me

Author's Note

Please do leave a review! I really appreciate it!

Reviews

[Asteria]

Wow. It's like you know exactly how I feel. I've been dealing with this lately and it sucks!! With every word I read it's like I can feel the emotions running through you. Very good work! I really enjoyed it.
~Asteria

[Velvet Angel]

Thank you! Wow, I'm overwhelmed, your review means a lot!

[Asteria]

I know that feeling :/ I hope things get better for you.

[LM]

Omg. That is so sad!! Your last few sentences were brilliantly written and well thought out. I can feel the pain expressed by the narrator through every word. Impressive short poem, nice job!

[Velvet Angel]

Thank you very much!

[William Liston]

I loved the last three lines. It really showed your disappointment that someone doesn't love you. Great way of showing that.

-William Liston

[Velvet Angel]

Thank you, I really felt like I needed to get that point across, glad to see it worked!

[AmandaFuller]

Wow. This poem is very relatable to me, like much of your writing. I love the ending and it is all very magnificent! Great job on this poem!

[Velvet Angel]

Thank you so much! I really appreciate you reviewing my pieces!

[AmandaFuller]

No problem! I love reviewing yours as much as you love having me review them.