Angel in disguise

They told him he’s retarded, he would never be smart and agile like the others, he was devastated,
because he believed it was true.

He grew up, believing in those three words, you are retarded,
day by day he lost hope to ever be,
what his mom said he is,
she had told him he’s an angel,
an angel of a kind,
pure and genuine ,
beautiful and real.
His mom told him he was an angel, but he didn't believe,
he listened to the noises outside , telling him he is nothing, other than retarded,
but he waited , and waited , for the day in which he will become, the angel his mom told him he was,
he thought angels couldn’t be retarded and in his eyes he was, why won’t he listen to his soft mothers voice,
instead he is becoming deaf from all that outside noise, telling him all he is and all he will ever be, is retarded,
a retarded little boy, with no hopes nor future.

His mom could only painfully watch as her little boy, grew sad and depressed, saying mommy nobody loves me,
nobody wants me, but thats not what broke her heart, what made her cry was when the little boy said out loud,
i love you and i love everyone , but nobody loves me and thats okay, I’m retarded and i don’t deserve such love.
She tried and tried to make him believe , in that which she was saying , but he couldn’t , it was too late,
he believed one thing and one thing only, he deserved no love, he deserved no care ,the world taught him ,
that thats all he will ever be and that all he will ever get.

Time passed ,and his mom grew old, and with age came that which can’t be avoided,
she was on the verge of death, but she couldn’t leave her little boy, all alone, thinking to himself that he is no worth any love,
she called him and told him to sit down, he asked her why she looked so sad,
she just said, my little boy, I’m dying, i am leaving for good, and i want you to know that you are an angel that deserves nothing but love,
and people might not show it , but there is one that loves you more than anything, God has made you special, and one of a kind,
people don’t understand that and they’ve just judged by the looks of it, now they might tell you you are retarded but you were never that,
you are gifted with a light, only few have.

My little boy open up, i love you, i always have,. With this last words she said she passed away,
and the little boy stood there waiting for his mom to say,
you are my little angel and i love you so,
since she always told him that before she d go,
but she was dead, so she couldn’t have said,
none of those words,
he waited and waited, for his mom to say,
my little angel i love you so,
and how shell never let him go.

Days passed and he just stood there,
a mere smile and silent stare,
silent tears streaming down,
he just didnt understand,
he was waiting for his mom to say,
my little angel i love you so,
and i will never let you go,
the boy waited and waited , until time took away his little soul,
he hadn’t eaten and he hadn’t drank,
he was just there waiting for his mom to say,
my little angel i love you so,
and i will never let you go,
loved by no one but her and God,
the boy left the world and its noise,
the little angel took off,
and met with his one true God.