New Ending?

In the seat of the chair I can feel another love affair
theres a lovely day outside
but I really know what its like
to lose
get lost in booze
pay my dues
I thought everything was a free b
I was wearing glasses like everything was in 3-D
and thats it
I lost it
a new ending
life in love, sometimes Im pretending.            
 but its better than going to the movies.