The Blue Leaf

Is it true,that I can't reach you?
But if I do,what will you do?
Dirty clothes and all other codes 
will disappear
formally
don't believe
let it clear
just as the fear

 fear of losing,
fear of accusing


How far on my way down?
Kneel in the corner and growl
Is it a failure,I still don't know
Troubled soul now continues alone
Nothing is over
And you know it of course