The Reason

the knife thing isn't serious- i wrote this through someone else's eyes- just fyi

You could hear those words I screamed

You could see those tears that gleamed

And yet you stood there uncaring

While I kept on glaring

You told me to calm down

I was "acting like a clown"

But while my heart was breaking

And the rest of me was aching

You really didn't care

For your heart you wouldn't share

And now as I put this knife on my chest

I know you just did what you do best

You never loved me, you only used me

I'm just another girl

Never your real pearl

Just a trophy for your friends

Now a wound that never mends

Will forever pain my heart

And you'll not only be a part

You'll always be the reason

It's not the time, and not the season

That I will use this knife

And I will take my own life