In My DreamA Poem by Weeping WillowIn my dream I walk alone Surrounded by people But always alone In my dream I have to listen to things I can't stand hearing Forced to smile the whole time I can't afford to show the pain it brings me In my dream I am afraid Terrified of everything imaginable From sudden changes To simply being alone in the dark In my dream I long to just be held To hide in someone's arms Knowing that I am safe and wanted But in my dream I am worthless Used and cast aside As soon as I'm no longer convenient And in my dream I hate myself I feel weak and pathetic In my dream I dusgust myself In my dream I go numb to protect myself I hide away from the world and its horrors And no one ever notices In my dream I rely on no one But everyone relies on me In my dream I trust no one Because I know they're probably lying Just like everyone else In my dream I long to wake up Then I realize I was never asleep © 2010 Weeping Willow |
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Added on May 11, 2010 Last Updated on May 11, 2010 AuthorWeeping WillowChattanooga, TNAboutThese are always awkward. So I'm not really gonna say anything. If you wanna learn about me, read my stuff :) more..Writing
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