Shades of Grey

Falling deeper into depression.

The grey is consuming me,

I am helpless pushing it away,

my feelings and emotions have stirred together to well,

I feel numb as if I am under some sort of spell,

going through the motions everyday,

I can not make it stop,

I can't stand being grey.

And everyday I kept fading more and more,

I'll never recognize the white again,

from grey I am slowly turning black,

this moment I will take my life,

and I will never return back.

This grey is so heavy on my soul,

I have already started to lose control,

set me free from this desolation,

before I consider the one way out.

Reviews

[annabellee]

A very good write, sad and heartfelt.
Even though I expected sth different, I really enjoyed it, lol ;)

[Trace]

I hope this is just an incredible poem, and not a consuming emotion that you are experiencing.
I know this feeling, but I also know how much better it feels to just say "Screw that" and decide to live your life on the bright side. Falling in love is a great start.

Trace

[Kitten]

Thank you for the great review mister Trace! I don't know who hasn't felt these emotions but I felt that this a very good topic, I'm okay :) I'm glad you enjoyed it :D