dear charlotte,

there are so many hidden meanings in this that even i cant name all of them. inspired by some rough times.

charlotte,
have you ever cried because
you knew there was absolutely
no way in heaven or hell
that someone would love
you?

charlotte,
i used to believe we cried
to prove we are not alone
in this world but now i
see that we cry to see
just how lonely we really are.

charlotte,
i am so alone.

charlotte,
i'm usually not pessimistic
but lately i've been nothing but
and i can't find a reason for
anything, anymore.

charlotte,
everything's become
nothing
to me.

charlotte,
i wish i could run away from
my life and start off somewhere
new as someone else who is
charming and kind and
ultimately, lovable.

charlotte,
did you know i talk to my
chocolate laborador whenever
i'm sad because there's this look
in her eyes that seems to both
understand and sympathize
with me in a way that no
human ever has? i guess it
must be lonely being the
only canine on this street.

charlotte,
today i realized i will never
be the best at anything. i
will never be self-sufficient.
i will never be understood.
i will never be loved. not
even by you.

charlotte,
i know you know how much
those things mean to me.

charlotte,
if you see someone who
looks like me walking down
the street, with darker hair
and brighter eyes and a
perfect smile, don't be
afraid to say "hello,
charlotte" and keep going
on your way.

Author's Note

just general thoughts please.

Reviews

[Devilyn]

This is a sad piece, but i like it. How the writer seems to be writing letters to herself? is clever, not what i expected when i first started to read... i particularly like the last 'letter'...not really sure why i do. But it caught my attention =)

[Ben]

This is kinda sad, but I like it. You might want to capitalize though. Good job, keep it up!