I have come back

A Story by valerie7412

I feel I might have changed

So I am back on writers cafe! So glad and yet I wish I were really in a cafe so I can talk with writers in person and have a coffee. But maybe this is better because I can skip the bus ride or walk.

So today is my first psychologist appointment with my new doctor. His name is Dr. Ries. I also just moved to a new city since last year. A lot has happened I guess. But not much at the same time. Since I have moved to my new place I have not done much. And feel my life is stagnant. I feel I started to lose the magic.

That is why I am here. I want my magic back. The place I was before when I used to dream and use my imagination! A place of ideals. Of high hopes. I feel I have been down in the mud thinking about practical things for too long. I have become boring.

Hopefully I can find freedom from the shackles of the mundane everyday normalcy. I need to let go of myself. To explore without fear. I want a vision. There is still fear. Of becoming delusional. How am I to let go of this restraint? Everyday life without charms and high expectations feels so boring. If I were with delusions of grandeur before, now I am just in the dirt in ordinariness without any magic to rise from the dust. I must let go of the ground.

© 2017 valerie7412

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Stan Lee

Valerie? Are you my friend Valerie who had a Cheshire cat for a prof pic? Yessss!!!!! So good to see you back!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've missed you! WELCOME BACK VALERIE!!!!!! Looking forward to exploring the magic with you! :)