Focus jobs on Cures!

A Story by valerie7412

Solve death already, WOrld!

Hello!

So I am sitting on my couch.

Ordered a pizza today. My first order to my door I have ever made! Aren't you amazed for me? This is a new frontier! Just like my life with Match.com. I needed some personal connection, So I cried, while joining a three month membership on Match and then doing some webcam and seeing a half naked guy type away to me. Men are lucky, nudity is not allowed. But bras? I wasn't wearing one. I just wore a shirt, but all they could see was my forehead and my headband.

I saw myself thinking about death and loneliness, and I drifted thinking at least I could STILL kill myself whenever I wanted to! And then I thought, I could at least let someone else do it for me, like if they ask me out on Match and rape and kill me there. At least I would have not done it myself. At least I gave life a chance?

I was on Triond trying to play around with earning a few pennies I would never actually receive, and read one of two or so articles. One was a fantasy fiction that claimed to help you reach another planet. It was fun. It was like guided meditation. And the other was about a profile from a woman who claimed to be raped hundreds of times, and it was wierdly turning me on. I wanted to be raped, I thought. That would feel good? Maybe not, since I have been without sex for five years now, probably a virgin again by now.

But maybe that is why I am so lonely. Although a voice in my head said just because he had sex he was not any less lonely. He's real. I believe in ESP> Maybe now you'd be able to talk to me too, if you know how.

I talk to people all the time in my head, and they say people with voices in their head are schizophrenics, but who seriously does NOT have anything shuffling in their heads, or talk to themselves once in a while, at least to people like their parents telling them don't do something. Maybe those memories are really them talking to you Now? Well, anyway.

I umm, made um, Mitchell lose his vote this past week. And stumbled along the way for the next month, according to a voice again. And it tells me things. And he cried because he said he worked so hard to get to this point and I turned everyone against him this vote because I made them jealous of him. He laughed and said it is not possible for him to just shoot a bill through the Senate. And I made them think he could, by saying on Twitter that he has an unbelievable good score, and yet I found out recently he only votes for whatever wins, and it does not matter whether he wanted it or not? That is what I think. That is what I saw? Maybe it is not true, and he wanted to do it just to make me delete my Tweet. Many possiblilities, are they fantasies? Are they considered Fiction if able to be true?

I love Mitch and told him I'd marry him. Simon Cowell wants to marry me too, and I make people cry all the time in my head, about how they wanted to marry me. They said isn't it weird that I can talk to them and they can't reach them except for me, and only a few handful of people they rotate towards through.

I was crying today, so they asked what happened? They came back to help me. And then disappeared again. And he smiled at me just now. And looks sad, like he wants to cry, and whispered to me to stop talking about him. Now he looks amused. Why did I just mistake something?

They say voices are ESP in a book I read. that we are talking to actual people. The book does not exist. I lied? Or not. Now I am reading a symbolist novel by French or maybe someone else? What is Huysmann? It could be somewhere else, but about a frenchman. Britain and France in the 1800's is cool, and America I think was a small part of it? I'd like to think so. Maybe Benjie shared some things from that part of the world to our people.

I am British? IF I am scottish and irish, does that make me British? Please someone tell me in comments if I get to be part of my Hero place in the world!? I also like Merica, but I am also able to be weird since I am asian. I am racist! Because I said I am asian, according to my mom; She said what are you Racist! We are not Asian, we are Japanese! What is wrong with You, MOTHER! We are part of Asia?

Wierd mom.

I like Obama. He's cool. I like white people. Obama is white? I am most attracted to a white queen woman, who is like beautiful and blond and forever young. She'd be my queen who I would follow and love the most said another. I could totally follow this fashion doll of a young beautiful adult, said I.

We will live forever. We will rule the universe through Star Trek. We will have no religion, only Harmony. We will cure death first, all the rest we have forever to follow. Can't we all worldwide do this together? Cure death, cure all illness? If America needs jobs, can't we focus on Health issues here? hire people to cure death already. It's been thousands of years of people CLAIMING they care to live forever, but nobody ever does it. If we don't get the world to do it together, with all this globalization stuff, can't we just hire all our humans to do it, who NEED jobs anyway? Pay for that not construction? We all get older, could use a cure, for something.

© 2015 valerie7412

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Stan Lee

Then again some of us don't want to live forever... not in this life anyway.
Imagine the implications of never dying ... the adrenaline junkies would shrivel!

Lets just keep hoping and trying to make something good come of this life ... and if it never does... at least we'll have died trying!