I shall and my words

I shall and my words

A Story by The Valerian Legion
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Combination of events I have recently experienced and remembering my past.

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With a scalpel I shall carve out happiness for me


I shall demand no less of others than I would ask of myself 


And yet I shall not throw tolerance out like candy at children


Fickle and fleeting, TOLERANT, brokenly used


I shall surround myself with good staff


I shall trust not in you whose blackened fingers point at me


I shall tarry not with gloomy, sullen somes


I shall muddy not to those whom my eye is fixed


I shall bury my hatchet in the sand and give it rest


To him who knows me best, the agony of my soul


The carnage of the depravity that is my self destructive tendencies


He shall cast out my demons and mend my scars


From the ones that a man stole and raped


From the ones parents suffered upon me


From the ones liars prancing as friends presented


From the oppressors who take my voice and my liberties


From all those who hate me so 


I will take up the cross and walk beside him 


Looking to my brothers and sisters at arms


Together we walk side by side, our march a tethered one


The dark places of dreary times will not be spared


For each he will send punishments due recourse


To which I am not to be so commander of


My duty is to the west and the east with a heavy heart I go


Seeing the tired, yearning masses, I will weep


My sorrow is but a bucket but a lifetime and more he has wept


Sums of your accusations is reflecting mirrors of your inner fears and pain


Anger ravages whipping internal dialogue


When the foundations rot it must be torn away


Revelations strike a cord, when the cards fall


Each stained with the ink of the past printing frame


Misery was not the code of this life


Yet you chose it freely so


To this I leave you to your devices


And take my fill of the cup everlasting


Arrogant and crude words bitter and tipped


Selfish, rescue me...describe me please?


I’m listening 


What more have you to speak against me?


Discord sowed is reaped in paid full sum


Blameless be not the word I choose


Sinner and wretch I am


Pay me no heed if these words be minscule


By your estimate my esteem is tarnished 


But your lack of tact is evident


Take this notice, I am not afraid 


Bionic plaster will fix no holes in you


And I give you unto him who is blameless


My end may it be here, being for the good 


Not for the bad



© 2013 The Valerian Legion


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