Violations & OccurenceA Poem by The Valerian LegionEnduring painful circumstances in which a violation occurs and it triggers the past you've endured.Angry beyond belief Lashing out no regard I never toyed with life Sorry, I will grow Punishment comes in waves I admit my faults Did not know what was I pray and I am growing Invasion of my privacy I feel violation of my soul Block me and slap me Remember you hurt us all Feel good to curse me? You enjoy when I'm down Like seeing me crawl? Is it fun to torture me? Wrong about me oh? When I wake up your gone Rage threads in me Blackness invaded my vision Gripping my steering wheel I pray with every fiber of my being I wanna maim you for what you’ve done God keeps me from my rage Pulling over and I cry out I feel so angry so hurt I want you to understand Why can’t you see reality? On the side of the road I felt the violations again I saw flashes of my life I cried and the rage tore at me Responding in kind I see To say nothing is the key Rather respond well than wrong Its okay we are growing I am raw in my heart My body is sore and tight The rape stings my mind again I feel so violated and afraid I can’t believe this happened Stay away from me you must Violate me again and your in trouble I am not a door mat nor a punching bag I will not again be trampled I will not be treated as a criminal I am not a door mat or football I will stick by my rights and my boundaries Choices made by me were not the best I’m sorry but I will not lay down and die I admit my faults and my cracks Wage war if you wish but God’s got me Tired I seek not violence to this Its easy to villify one another I fear you like the monster before you This needs to stop don’t you get it? I can’t handle it and I’m in pain! © 2012 The Valerian Legion |
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1 Review Added on September 7, 2012 Last Updated on September 9, 2012 AuthorThe Valerian LegionLos Angeles, CAAboutThis account is owned by The Valerian Legion. We are a Plural (Mixed Origin) System (formerly D.I.D. system). The Council is a group of what we call members who would be considered host alters. We no .. more..Writing
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