Violations & Occurence

Violations & Occurence

A Poem by The Valerian Legion
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Enduring painful circumstances in which a violation occurs and it triggers the past you've endured.

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Angry beyond belief

Lashing out no regard

I never toyed with life

Sorry, I will grow


Punishment comes in waves

I admit my faults 

Did not know what was

I pray and I am growing


Invasion of my privacy

I feel violation of my soul

Block me and slap me

Remember you hurt us all


Feel good to curse me?

You enjoy when I'm down

Like seeing me crawl?

Is it fun to torture me?


Wrong about me oh?

When I wake up your gone

Rage threads in me 

Blackness invaded my vision


Gripping my steering wheel 

I pray with every fiber of my being

I wanna maim you for what you’ve done

God keeps me from my rage


Pulling over and I cry out

I feel so angry so hurt

I want you to understand

Why can’t you see reality?


On the side of the road

I felt the violations again

I saw flashes of my life

I cried and the rage tore at me


Responding in kind I see

To say nothing is the key

Rather respond well than wrong

Its okay we are growing 


I am raw in my heart

My body is sore and tight

The rape stings my mind again

I feel so violated and afraid


I can’t believe this happened

Stay away from me you must

Violate me again and your in trouble

I am not a door mat nor a punching bag


I will not again be trampled

I will not be treated as a criminal

I am not a door mat or football

I will stick by my rights and my boundaries


Choices made by me were not the best

I’m sorry but I will not lay down and die

I admit my faults and my cracks

Wage war if you wish but God’s got me


Tired I seek not violence to this

Its easy to villify one another 

I fear you like the monster before you

This needs to stop don’t you get it?

I can’t handle it and I’m in pain!

© 2012 The Valerian Legion


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On the side of the road
I felt the violations again...
Well penned.

Posted 12 Years Ago


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