who am I?

I dont know who i am anymore..
dateing boys not my age.. (16+)
dressing like a w***e..
acting cheap and unclassy...
Crying everytime i look in the mirror...
radomly makeing myself vomit beacuse i dont feel "right"...
weighing myself at least 5 times a day...
obbsessing over every little bit of me...
cutting my skin..
doing anything to feel pain..
flunking my classes i could easly pass if i did my homework..
always yelling and being defensive..
trying to kill myself..
I have attempted suicide 10 times this year..
one day i hope to succed.
but for now i am to weak make myself die...

Author's Note

sorry if this mader you sad. i wrote it liek 2 months ago but i decided to share it now...

Reviews

[Whiskurz]

Life has a way of letting us down.....but the sun will still shine tomorrow and with it brings new hopes and dreams......hang in there my friend.......Whisk

[Grace Mohn]

thank you so much :) i agree

[Winter]

Hope everything is okay.. Keep your head up. Life will get better

[Grace Mohn]

thank you for careing :) and i wrote this like 2 months ago.. im a lil bit better then i was haha

[Winter]

thats good. Im glad to hear. =]