My Battlefield

How am I meant to tell them?

I’m screaming in agony to let it out.

But I just can’t bring myself to do it.

It's so difficult.

I can’t be the one that destroys her trust.

What will she think?

It’s like I’m in a battlefield and I’m running and running.

I’m desperate for a breath.

Im gasping for oxygen.

She made me.

How can I ever repay that gift.

She gave me life.

And I return the favour like this.

What sort of human does that.

How could I do such a thing.

She wouldn’t accept this lifestyle.

It’s not like I chose this life.

It was given to me by you.

I didn’t wake up and think, what character I should play today.

Please forgive me…

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