Late

I apologize for running late
It seems I've lost my mind
That's not the only thing I've lost
I'm losing grasp of time
Something deep inside of me
Cannot figure out
How to deal with moving life
So I'm left in swirling doubt
After I get buried slowly
Under pounds and pounds of pain
I'll be sure to try so very hard
To tackle tasks and keep myself sane
In response to these words
Like a large black hole
The avarice contained in me
Will start to eat me whole