Essay

Am I a variable ratio?
Mixed along in the system.
The average is approximate
Around each page
About each word
Diverging from standards
And converging in myself
Uncertainty surrounds me
As I read and read again
I have objections and questions
This is the EFFECT of my nature
The pushover inside who lets
Other walk all over
Outside forces have AFFECTED
My self esteem
It is not the RESULT, simply an
INFLUENCE
So quite possibly my thoughts
Are slightly more complex
But in my response,
I hope you can expect
I am more original, creative
Hard working and debating
Susceptible to pain
Let the flood take me over
Until I gain control again