Thank God I Didn't

One day I’m lying the next I’m not
Although I say the same thing every time
My mind is inverted, my brain will rot
As I feed myself the exact same line
That you never loved me, you never will
It’s the only thing I’ll ever opine
And the only thing that keeps you holding on still
Despite the fact that my body is supine
Is the fact that I’m so easily lusted
I’m waiting for the truth in sign
It’s a burden, I know, and you’ll never be trusted
Until I get my answer clear
Somewhere showing in the skyline
You’ve got your own motives, dear
I’m cutting off this lifeline
Considering you’re my very breath
And I’ll have to resist your unbelievable shine
Or I’ll lose all the dignity that I have left…

Author's Note

because it would have been a lie