Magic!

One day we’re oh-so happy
The next we’re burnt straight out
You caught me while I was laughing
And saw a smile at my mouth
The pictures that I held dear
All burned when I lit it up
I’m ruining my life, but still I just can’t stop
The happiness is over
I don’t think it’s coming back
Kill the monster on the inside
For revenge; punishment I lack
When I hit the bottom
You threw me pick and ax
I guess I’ll start digging
I won’t face the facts
 I’m denying all my problems
I’m denying all your love
 I might as well give up
All odds are against me
As I sit out in the rain
If you were me, you’d want to die
I’ve got nothing left to gain