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A Poem by lost girl

i don't have what can i say

ar you unluky ?? because i am

i alwze dreamt for a new world for studing abored , i alwaze thought that i am a great girl but am not am just a normal girl who have a dream she want to realased at this moment but everything go to the wrong way and i don't know why really . However i am a loser that's what i think now i studed hard soooo hard and i failed this is my destiny and i beleve on it . But what make me crazy that what ever i do go on the wrong way !!! like allllllwaze !!!!

what could i do am lost and also sad so sad because i hate that feeling of doing a huge thing and don't have any thing for what you have done . It's really hard for me i wish i could ran awy from this world that i hate . All what happened in the world make me feel sad i don't way !! my country i hate it now the other country also . they make me hate it even that you don't you will hate it because we ar a poor country and we ar not strong enough . And ofcourse the strong countries make us feel that we ARE NOTHING and that's also hurts we ARE people LIKE YOU !!!!!

what's wrong with this people i also don't know . they alwaze said love and friendship, solidarity ..........

everything what they said to us NOT true . and also again and again i don't know

i have a loooot words that i hope i could say it now from all my hart i don't hate even you do somthing bad to me . am tired of love also am tired of being faithful ; am tired of pretending that am strong enough i want freedom to my soul to my sad life i want live my life like i want i want shoose my way my futur like the other people i feel sad .

but i still have faith in my god he is strong enough to help me he sad that we ar not alone if he is with us and that my only hope in my life to see people love each other not pretending with theier love .