I forgot

I forgot how cruel the heart can be?
when you open your heart
just a little and without notice
turn's into a huge crack
and the whole body feels up with blood, 
seeping through
standing in my own pool
wishing it would swallow me up


it is that moment, the very reason why i don't fall in love
don't open my heart
don't let it seep through the cracks
because its there waiting
that very knife
waiting, to stab me in the back


I know it will only hurt for a while
but...
After so long, I forget
why falling in love bloody hurts?

Author's Note

yep its my birthday... great present right??

Reviews

[Lily Mae]

Ouch..flowers or candy would have been much better.. All I can say is that I have no idea what love means or is anymore for myself or anyone.. I'd like to hope that it's a warm fuzzy feeling that feels much nicer then the knife in the back.. My love to you on your birthday...xo