I leave another world at my door...

When I wake up

it's like waking up in a place I don't know

I know I have a family, I know its my home

but it still feels alien to me...

It's like walking into a porthole

everything seems so far for me to reach

it make's me dizzy, it stresses me out

it gets to a point I want everyone to leave me alone...

From the inside it's suffocating 

on the outside there is air

Air that is toxic to my lungs

but I fear that damage is already done...

I don't know what is real anymore

but something is a different

from the moment I step inside

I leave another world at my door...

Author's Note

random again...

Reviews

[SpokenWord]

I would never want to feel this way when I got home, but I live alone so I love to be here. Your poem rings very real and it is sad in it's tone and meaning to me. I think that is what makes it so good, because it feels so real.

[Jeff]

For random it was really good!

[Misty Blue Eyes]

very interesting randomness.... lol lovely work

[A]

I believe we've all been through this... It's like an inner conflict very well described and impressive imagery... Great job :) Keep up your randoms they are awesome!

[cfix]

Powerful imagery, I like the emotions protrayed.

[Patient Poet (Yos)]

We all have days like that ... you read my poem yesterday which quite similar to your feeling here Yossi

[solo2be]

Random but amazing. The imagery of the struggle is great. Well done.