Over Again

*sigh* this sucks

Author's Note

I just want to go
This world is so shallow
Why don't you just leave me alone
Let me slip into my hole
The weight of all my hopes
My loves and all my happy thoughts
Washed away by a current of insanity
Wanting me to give up plainly
I think I'll just give in now
You already did so why should I still fight
I wish there was somehow
To change the thoughts of others tonight
But I know that it won't happen so I won't try
I guess they made you leave me just to die
I can't understand exactly why
I wanna jump into the stream
It'll cover up my scream
The pain ripping me apart
A bullet tearing up my heart
And now it seems
You don't even want me
I though we were waiting
And I hope what I see
Is in the wrong completely
I hope we can still be
That's all I'm gonna say
I've cried enough about this today
But I can't stop the tears
I'm living out one of my greatist fears
And it keeps pulsing through my head
I think my own thoughts want me dead
And they keep passing over and over again
I can't stop them
They pass over and over again
And the fact that I still love you makes it hurt worse
I have to end here with this verse
Before I go insane
From all this pain
I just hope on day we can fall in love over again