What did it really mean?

Into the door I can't walk

On the phone she can't talk

In my mind the picture I see

Scares the hell completely out of me

The feelings of guilty just linger there

Makes me wonder if for even for moment did I really care

Papers signed while we were both sane

Total control I would easily gain

All our lives the stories were told

About the places for the sick and the old

Some forgotten once out of sight

They surrendered and passed in the night

Some mistreated and even abused

Need to be careful where you may choose

The words were so easy to speak

But now my heart is heavy and I am nothing but weak

Now maybe my real colors show

I made a promise but still let her go

Forgiveness from others is easy to get

But in my mind I am nothing but s**t

I have no excuse or story per say

It's like I just turned and walked away

Life for now seems to be just falling apart

As there is a hole right through my heart

About the end for us was never a joke

We spit and shook with the words that we spoke

Truth those words would never bring

Because in the end they didn't really mean a thing!



An Uncle Charlie Original