I feel weak

With myself some times I fight
As I try t do what's right
Only looking at what's ahead
Being careful what I've said
Trying to not live a life of greed
Thinking of what others may need
Maybe a little I can give
As I try in peace to live
At times I think it's no use
So I try and find an excuse
Why life is not worth the strain
And why I need to end the pain
So Much pain inside of me
Making it so I am not free
Many times I feel weak
As the tears run down my cheek
Which way next do I go
In this life that I don't know
God gives me a guiding hand
But yet I just don't understand
Why he let's me survive
What's the reason that I'm still alive
When so many times before
I have met death at the door
Just not sure what it could mean
To be in this life I've never seen
Believe this is no dream,
I am on my knees as I scream
My life is like a disease
Father won't you help me please
Let me know what is right
Shine on me the guiding light
As the tear roll down my cheek
I am feeling really weak!

An Uncle Charlie Original