Chapter 4- Onyx

I relive my life over and over again for seven years. Our third birthday, fourth, fifth. The constant whipping I had to watch her go through. The first day of school, Topaz leaving. NO! I can’t continue on. She’s gone forever. I need to accept that. THEY came a few hours later and took me away. They did something to me and now I’m where I’ve been for the past seven years. Whenever I wake up too much, they come. The doctors. The only thing that keeps me going is the hope that someday I’ll be able to see Topaz again. I miss her so much. I regret not going with her. At least I’m sure she’s safe. She’s always had a strong bond with animals. I know they’ll take care of her. I wish I was with her. I need to keep my emotions in check or else the doctors will come and gas me. I won’t be able to resist the medication. Everytime I go under I relive my life because I know that if I don’t, I will forget my purpose and who I am. Its just so painful to relive my life, but it reminds me of who I am. I watched and rewatched Topaz being beat by our father too much. I don’t know why they keep me in this tank. I’d rather be in a cell. My guess is that they do it because they did something to me to make me dangerous and they’re afraid of me. They’re afraid I’ll discover what I can do and use it against them. I’m waiting patiently like I have for seven years for Topaz to rescue me. Then I’LL KILL THEM!!! I’LL KILL THE PEOPLE WHO TOOK ME FROM MY SISTER!!!! I’LL KILL THOSE SCIENTISTS!!!!! Then I hear it. BEEEEEEEEEEP!!!!! I realize too late my mistake. I let my emotions control me and now I’m going to pay the price. I hear the release of gas. Here it comes. Down…. Down…. I’m sinking into unconsiousness… The world is going black. Then I start reliving my memories again.