20 - I'm in love with you even though we're not ment to be..

Despite the many changes that you and I have had as individuals it’s always going to be you. And I know you haven’t forgotten that because that’s not something that anyone would just be able to forget. That’s not the kind of confession that someone would be able to push aside nonchalantly to the corners of their mind. That’s not a memory that anyone would be able to suppress. I meant it when I said it back then and I still mean it now. You matter so much to me. You occupy a space in my soul that no other person could possibly inhabit.

I told you that you had such a significant impact on my life to the point that I was changed forever because of you. I told you a lot of things, actually. And while those may have been difficult to process, I’m sure you tried your best to understand where I was really coming from. But I’m also sure that you didn’t. It would have been impossible for you to really grasp the subtext; the depth of the message that I was trying to convey to you. And it’s probably because I never said those three words.