14 - Alcohol and Painkillers

Alcohol and pain killers.

One numbing pain of another..
A flight back, jail cell, an unexpected arrival.
THC and Anti-depressants.. any thing to take the edge off, will take it where I can get it... anything to forget or not remember..

Words that haunt my dreams every night..


All you do is ruin people's lives
I don't want you in my life Uditha You're a destroyer
You're toxic
And I hate what you did


I don't know where it went wrong..
We were best friends....
I dont know what they said I did...

All I can say is I cared about you more than anyone I've had in my life... I only wanted the best for you..

Everyday I wish I could go back and make things right.. but even if I did, I dont know how..

I just know I miss talking to you.. I miss your face, I miss the smile you had when you saw me...
I just know I'm not the same anymore, and everyday that passes by.. I die a little.

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[JayDee]

Take what you've experienced and use it for good... learn from it...

Everything will be okay