Through

A poem for the man I used to call Dad.

Infected with these emotions that I wish I never had

Just like the identitiy of my own dad

I've been infected by him my whole life

I want him gone so hand me my knife

I'm gonna cut him out 

 

But I've been shouting for years and my throats bleeding

So here I'm pleading, I need some peace

For this pain in my heart to cease

 

Sorry this is just how I feel 

So f**k you, I don't need another shrink

I don't give a s**t what you think

 

I'm gonna break every chain that links me to you

Make you see the chance's that you blew

 

I waited for this night, and it came and went

Just like all the dreams and days I spent chasing after you

So to hell with this s**t you've put me through

So screw it, and screw you too

 

I'm done writing this bullshit

So I lit my emotions on fire

They can burn with you 

You little f*****g liar

Said you'd be there for me

You just caused me agony

 

Now without you I have no gravitiy

My soul is finally free

I know you don't care about me

So why should I cry about you?

 

I'm done with this

So don't colour me blue

Cause I'm done chasing after you