Trying To Hold On...

A Poem by Ty Evans

[You are the truth outscreaming these lies] - Flyleaf "Red Sam"

I look up for relief
But my skies have turned gray
It alls crashes down
Like it'll never be okay

So many things
I should do
I should be
I should say

And all the memories
Past failures
Presesnt insecurities
Echo in my mind

So many voices
Screaming all my mistakes
The happiness of moments ago
Shattered in their wake

No matter how I try
They just won't fade away
I don't know how I function
Or make it through the day

I need You
In all my weakness
and all my pain

I long to hear Your voice
Over all the others
Leading me astray

Your love is everlasting
Despite all my mistakes
You will never turn away

You are the calm
In this violent storm
I will cling to You