i hate me i hate life and i hate the fact i feel this way

A Poem by Jennifer

hey everyone.
just the way im feeling....
its called
I hate me!

when they see the tears roll down you face
dont they see?
understand or realise
that you are more than an object
when a line is crossed you do break!

i hid from my emotions
i covered all my tracks
became a person everyone else created
but look at the effect from that

i hate me
i hate life
and most of all i hate everything i wanted from life!

i once knew who i was
where i am
what i wanted
yet still im drying these tears
i hate to be scared and i hate to be nothing but me me!

even loved ones know how to turn these screws
too many emotions to control and too easily changed

so as the old saying goes....
you can
satisfy some people some of the time
most people most of the time
but never all of the people all of the time

dont you hate how you know how to give advice know what to do but when you need that advice you dont listen despite the amount of times you try make others to?