Why Is This Happening To Me?

Why Is This Happening To Me?

 

I’m glad it’s a new year and everything but the world has some things to work out. My first problem is that my generation loves to fall into dumb trends or sayings that make them look stupid. The saying “brand new” is the new thing to say in 2008. I just don’t understand the point of it. Is brand new supposed to be another way to say new and improved or something. I would rather be retro but that is just me. It seems that once you find something good someone always tries to come along and mess it up. I am not the type of person who is going to let anyone just walk over me and get away with it. I was trying to write my reflection when I got angry because of a certain situation that happened tonight. I hope that this year I can learn how to control my temper. My temper right now is like a 200 on a 1 to 10 scale. I wonder if everyone has these types of feelings when something good happens to them. Maybe this is just something that people go through to get stronger in life. After dealing with this situation I don’t want to be strong. I just want to be a sweet teenager who doesn’t have to put on a mean front to live my life. Is this how it’s always going to be? Will I have to go through life regretting being nice or courteous to someone forever? I hope that this will all blow over really soon because I would hate for this situation to get physical. I am promising myself that I am going to be nice no matter what but before I start being nice,that trouble making girl deserves a one way ticket to hell.