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I can't become who I want to be
Stuck inside this embodiment of thoughts and emotions,
I need someone to help me see, I need someone to set me free
My highs and lows are daily and constant,
they never fade away; they are there to remind me
that my situation is ever changing and ever present.
I can't make the most of this without thinking rationally
My thoughts intercept my happiness,
My longing for happiness gets in the way of my thoughts,
Just another sick and twisted paradox for me; no remorse
The end of this futile phase is drawing near,
who comes out on the other side is who I fear