what have i done so wrong?

what have i done so wrong?

what is it that causes her to hide?

She says she needs me, but for what?

for the pleasure?

no, she seems to have no pleasure around me..

she asks for the moon,

i give the moon and stars..

she wants attention,

but she pushes me away when i try...

what have i done so wrong that i become invisible?

all i have saught after was her happiness...

all i ever wanted was her love...

all i ever wanted was her...

so can someone explain?

why is it that i am in this perpetual rut?

going day in and day out seeking something?

am i crazy?

for thinking  all hope is not lost?

for reaching farther as your grasp gets looser?

holding on tighter when it feels like you have given up?

im holding on to you for as long as i can!

i can feel every muscle in my body straining and tearing,

just to hold you closer...

as if we are on a cliff and you have fallen....

im trying to pull you up,

but i need your help...

please...

hold on to my hand...

dont release...

i cant hold on much longer...

i keep thinking that this one thing or another can be why...

but it never seems to fail...

you will hold on for a moment,

but then give up...

this constant back and forth is giving  me whip lash...

what have i done so wrong to you?

i have searched the ends of the earth,

just to find you happiness...

what more must be done????

Author's Note

again grammar... i dont write to please teachers or scholars... i write so i dont lose myself..