The Broken Cycle

What do i do now?

where do i go from her?

i feel as though-

i'm never going to be the same...

thoughts fluttering,

losing consciousness,

everything keeps happening all at once.

Nothing calm,

always shifting,

noises...

the noise never stops...

hands to my ears pleading it to stop,

or for something to just simply slow.

the movements,

they are jagged,

like as if to follow the groves of a serrated blade,

my heart is always rapid as if living a horror story,

oh wait, i am....

as thoughts explode in my head...

leads chaos to drift in and out of my sights,

as though blinders for a stallion..

but these blinders don't help me,

these blinders the world is setting up to see me fail. 

lost with vertigo,

not knowing where to find up,

i cant find where to plant my feet...

where is up!

i cant get out!

like a washing machine that is broke,

there is a full load,

many different things,

the door is broke,

and water mixed with toxic chemicals are pouring in,

spinning...

tumbling....

everything in a blurry cycle...

it isn't stopping...

the toxic water isn't draining,

the door isnt opening...'

there is no more air...

im gasping...

im dying....

Reviews

[Rose Jaeger Kaneki]

amazing, beautiful, full of emotion, amazing image. i love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[Bohrium Guy]

Powerful and moving display of words. A good write. I can relate to feelings this as well at some point.
Thanks for sharing!

Good Job.

~Rob~