Scared

Scared of being alone,

Scared of what may happen to me,

Scared of the thoughts and feelings,

Scared of being rejected,

Scared of losing the ones I love,

Scared to admit that I’ll never fit in,

 

Petrified that my life has been wasted,

Petrified that I will be worthless to any man,

Petrified that the only friends I will have are my thoughts,

Petrified that I will only have myself to talk to in the end,

 

Ashamed to admit that my past mistakes may ruin me,

Ashamed that I have given so freely,

Ashamed that only the ones who really know me don’t know my secrets,

Ashamed that I am not worthy of having the name friend

Reviews

[CA Anurag Sharma]

Nice poem....everyone passes through this phase in life.....its all about that little hope....which makes all the difference.....good job

[MCS]

My goodness that's a hard place to be in however you're not alone
I've learned that first you have to be good enough in your own eyes after that it all falls into place
Hang in there poet

[Sarah]

thank you MCS