she

I go to write and every word is about her

in every sentence I try to get closer to her heart

and I write to warm my hands

because I cannot touch her anymore

I don't like the way we left things

I don't wanna leave her behing

her absence is beaking my heart

I think I'm gonna lose my mind

I wish I could say something that would matter

I know it's hard to believe in anything these days

but the blank space with some bad writing

is where I can calm myself

every time I want her by my side