Christmas morning

Two worlds
Two lives
One entity
Desires and insanity
All bound within me
The flames
The raindrops
That never stop pouring
The first drops of blood
Feel like Christmas morning
The first pill down
Like the first day of spring
The first sip from the bottle
It's worth everything
And those first bones to show
Oh, it makes life so great
Living in these two worlds;
A life of love and hate

Reviews

[Kaylor Mason]

The strangeness or eating disorders and anorexia are weird, but when you have it, they don't feel weird. I used to have anorexia as a teenager. I always thought I was too fat, all the time, and my parents kept getting asked by the school systems if they were starving me or someting. Then, of course, I got sick with other stuff, and got put on a s---load of drugs that caused heavy weight gain, SEVERE depression and a few suicide attempts. Each time I tried to kill myself, i failed (3 times in all). I was always ashamed of myself--after failing to kill myelf, my confidence really dropped like a burning zeppelin. All I could think was "When it rains, it pours . . . " I really admire you for enduring these illnesses and surviving them and still managing to live. Still WANTING to live, and not give up. :)
Most people choose the easy way out. An infinitely selfish way.
Live on like the wind, and don't look back!

[WhiteWillow]

Its hard to separate the good and the bad. My wish for you is that the scale always tips toward the positive.

[Kaa Na Kalyanasundaram]

Oh, it makes life so great
Living in these two worlds;
A life of love and hate
...........great lines, best wishes.