Lost

My words don't even flow anymore

I don't even know where to go anymore

Because my mind is closed off

With the pain just manifesting

Beneath a surface

That I cannot seem to break through

My world has been changed

So estranged

Because I've lost myself

I've lost my voice

I cannot even articulate

The suffering that I've encountered

These past weeks of hell

Where have I gone?

And when will I come back?

When will I finally measure up to

All the things I lack?

I don't hear the laughter anymore

I don't feel my heart anymore

I can't even shed a single tear

Because I'm too trapped in this fear

Please let me break free

Please allow me to

Relinquish what I used to be

I wasn't much to being with

But there was so much within this

And it's slipping through my finger tips,

The grains of sand

I can't even stand

For I've grown so weak

That I don't even know

If I can seek

Who I used to be

Where are you?

Who are you?

I need you

The flaws, the highs, the lows

I just want to feel again

The spring air in my lips

The fresh air in my lungs

But I don't even breath anymore

I'm not even living anymore

Because I'm clearly not here

Insanity is what I've become

Personified nonsense

My body, my mind, my sole so tense

Please let me break free

And become that person

That I used to be

Reviews

[Ed Hart]

if that's not a call for help, i don't know what is...i'll bet when your 'friends' leave comments, it's about your parade of words, and not about the bleeding person lying in the street