Every f*****g day

Lifeless, listless

Bound to this lack of hope

Trapped within this constant dread

I'd be better off dead

For living has become its own hell

Every step is a struggle

Every morning, when I open my eyes

I am dissapointed to still be in this world

For I'm constantly infested 

With these demons

They have grown so strong

Stronger than every desire I have

Stronger than the hatred I have

To this lifestyle I've become a victim to

I'm letting myself fall

Because my legs go numb

And I collapse with every stand

My mind is melting

I am melting

Into the darkness

And I don't really know

At this point of desperation

If I can even take that cruel joke of light

Ever again

Just let me fade,

Let me descend

I'm ready for the end

Because I'm so tired of fighting

For this lost cause

Tired of fighting

Worn out, torn apart

Crumbling, stumbling

With each move I make

Every breath I take

Suffocating beneath

The weight of the world