the greatest pain of all

used again,

but you're still numb

abused again,

but you're still numb

a drone with smeared makeup,

you don't feel their touch

you're just a f*****g slave, 

who's shut down too much

you fall asleep blank, 

as your heart shatters

but you don't feel a thing, 

since nothing matters

since you'll wake up to your bottles,

and start the new day

swallowing pills of rainbows, 

that will lead you astray

astray to the gluttony, 

astray to failure

the failure that forces you sick,

so that you can be pure

but you still don't feel it,

so you waltz to the mirror

and punch out the image,

because nothing's really here

nothing was ever there,

because every thing's  empty

every thing's dying,

or dead already

but there's no use in thinking,

because thoughts a have no value

they're just  wasted efforts,

 a waste of time like you

but there's no hard feelings,

no sorrow at all

because you're always stumbling,

never feeling the fall

and now you're really falling,

slashing your wrists

slicing through veins, 

until nothing exists

because you're still so numb,

but soon you'll be happy

because soon it will all end,

and you'll no longer be

so it really is beautiful,

your blood pouring like rain

for never feeling at all,

is the greatest pain

Reviews

[Poetic Beauty]

Ahh addiction with their numbing abilities and the full downward spiral of it all.

[Davidgeo]

This is kinda brilliant. Too bad it took me 5 years to find it.