Get out while you can

 

I don't really care about calories

Or anything right now

Because my heart is racing

Yet my mind is slowly melting

So please just leave me alone

If you love me, you'll let me go

Because I really don't know

Anything in, to be quite honest

Other than the fact

That this world was not meant for me

I'm not deservant of your love

Or your time,

Any of your life

I'm rotten, worthless, and almost broke you

Because I break everyone

Make them all bitter...

Me being the first person

That I ever broke

You don't want me, you don't want this

Because I'm just personified insanity

If you want to do anything

To really make me happy

Just sing until I close my eyes

I promise you, it'll be the biggest favor

That anyone has ever done for me

I love you, but am used to pain

So when you move on,

The feeling will be more familiar

I'll just numb myself again

Until it doesn't hurt

Because I don't want you to hurt

From having to stay around

I've said this a million times

And angered you a million times

But I won't let these words go

Until I'm blue in the face

Because by then, I'll finally be dead

So either listen and get out

Or watch me go...

Save yourself while I can...

I'm beyond the point of being saved

I think I was just born this way

Wandering aimlessly

Like the homeless do

My life condenssed into one tragedy

After another...

All the result of my actions

I push everything to the limit

Although I want to remain

Within in certain boundaries

So desperately

But please, don't feel bad...

I want you to know...

That even though I promise things

Even though I want things

Beyond any yearning in my life

I can't make any garuntess

Because like I said, I'm rotten, worthless

And above all, wreckless

There's really no use

In fighting for

Such a lost cause

I don't want you to lose yourself

Amongst the shambles of me

So find that better world

That world away from me

Run, run, run, until your lungs burst

And you forget everything that I ever was

Everything that I've ever done...

Until I'm a small figment

Of your imagination

Because I break every limitation

Every law of logic...

My brain is far too sick

To comprehend this feeling

Larger than life...

So abadone your fascination

I'll fade away

Day by day

And don't want you

To dissapear with me.

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