himA Poem by Jbanother wound that won't stop bleeding time for more pain and no receeding another doctor another gown it won't be different this time around your eyes were once like morning glorys bright before dawn with ultold stories because everythings gone youve parted ways with logic and sense for life's just a daze another wrist band and another bed it still wont fix your fucked up head they take your shoes and everything you own tell you there's hope but you've always known that it's all a lie this is all so fake because nothing ever give since you cannot take you'll take your pills and paint a smile then they'll open the doors in a little while to the same old hell the same old streets nothing to abandone no retreats please dont go back there don't die again because there is something different that you didn't have then dont break his heart and dont break yours and dont you dare close the open doors i know its heavy i know its hot i know youre dying but it's all you got drenched in sweat but someone loves you so just hold on no matter what you do because there is no treatment ssri or therapy that will give you the love he lets you see so even if the rope's breaking hold onto the strings even if your voice dies scream until it sings because without him you would never get better so forget what's broken and be whole together
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2 Reviews Added on February 18, 2012 Last Updated on February 18, 2012 AuthorJbYoungstown, OHAboutThe majority of my life has been consumed by Eating Disorders (no pun intended). I've dealt with severe Anorexia from the age of 13-19, recovered, and now struggle with Bulimia. Depression, Anxiety, a.. more..Writing
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