I know where this is going to end

I know where this is going to end

A Poem by Jb
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Not really great, but raw emotion. I know I'm slipping, and I know it won't end well.

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I think it's time to stop lying to myself

I know where this is going to end

The isolation is growing deeper

Heart increasinly shallow

Days fading into nights

Time has no concept

Life has no concept

Just one hit to the next

One high connecting to the other

Until you come down

Shut yourseslf away

Sweat pouring

Until you're pure again

A few days clean

A few days good

Maybe this will go

Just as it should

But back to that hunger

Insaitable

Unstable

Unable

To stay above the surface

I love you

I wish I could do this for you

Because when you hold me

Sins melt away

But I've done wrong

For fall too long

So I think it's time to stop lying to myself

Because I know where this is going to end

 

 

© 2012 Jb


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Posted 12 Years Ago


It seems the end of something is not going to be pleasant, but if this is from real like, I hope things are not going to bad.
A well written piece.

Posted 13 Years Ago



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Jb
Jb

Youngstown, OH



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The majority of my life has been consumed by Eating Disorders (no pun intended). I've dealt with severe Anorexia from the age of 13-19, recovered, and now struggle with Bulimia. Depression, Anxiety, a.. more..

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