No control

No control

A Story by Jb

I really wish it was enough

For you to look at me

With the love in your eyes

For you to hold me

With the sorrow in your hands

The desires in your skin

Please pull me back in

Because I don't want to hurt you

But I don't think I can change

My self or my faults

Even though

I see your lips

Meeting mine

I told' you I'd be fine...

So can't you just look away

As I get up and leave?

Can't you just pretend

That you didn't hear me

That you didn't see me

As turned the lock

After shutting the door

I don't want you to do this anymore

Because I don't want to hurt you

I don't want to see you cry

I can't keep on living off this pathetic lie

So I wish I was with you

Every second of everyday

I feel your touch now

See you walking aay

No head turning,

No looking back

Maybe there's just too much

That I'll always lack

 

© 2012 Jb


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Jb
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Youngstown, OH



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The majority of my life has been consumed by Eating Disorders (no pun intended). I've dealt with severe Anorexia from the age of 13-19, recovered, and now struggle with Bulimia. Depression, Anxiety, a.. more..

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