Hate to say it

Hate to say it

A Poem by Jb

I know I'm not in your dreams

I know I'm not part of you

I can see it in your eyes

And I don't know what to do

Because I can't fight this feeling

Needing to hold onto what's falling

I know you're forgetting me

I know it's appauling

This was all suppost to last

But it's fading instead

I feel the time suffocating

Everything dead

I can't quite find a way

To make all of these wrongs right

Because I don't know if there's any point

In putting up a fight

Sure I'll be broken hearted

But it's not like it'll be the first time

Sure I'll cry at the sound of my words initially

But soon enough I'll make them ryhme

Because I'm tired of the way you look at me

With that blank and puzzeled stare

I'm tired of the way you don't even notice me

As though you didn't care

Your actions don't match your claim

The claim you have to love me

So maybe this is just the way

That everything has to be

© 2012 Jb


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Jb
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The majority of my life has been consumed by Eating Disorders (no pun intended). I've dealt with severe Anorexia from the age of 13-19, recovered, and now struggle with Bulimia. Depression, Anxiety, a.. more..

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