All I can doA Poem by JbThoughts are scattered now, head floating down the drain Dancing in the storm, spinning round in the rain Colors flash before me though I can't see the light I wish that I could live forever here in this night But sun will rise Far to fast I just wish It could last For eternity Though the vodka starts to tarnish The taste of my tounge And all the world around me Begins to feel numb I see your hand Touching mine But I'm lost And there's nothing that I can find As my vision fades away But I really, really need just to go back for more Because life is closing in and I can't hold the door My body's screaming no but you say it's ok I can try better just on another day So desperate To escape Everything that I have My broken fate I'll just close my eyes And I will just float on Under you Lost my strength And there's nothing more I can do I know I'll cry later on Alchohol drains from my veins Screaming here in pain How the hell did I End up in this place Over again
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Added on December 2, 2011 Last Updated on December 2, 2011 AuthorJbYoungstown, OHAboutThe majority of my life has been consumed by Eating Disorders (no pun intended). I've dealt with severe Anorexia from the age of 13-19, recovered, and now struggle with Bulimia. Depression, Anxiety, a.. more..Writing
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