AgainA Poem by JbTear stains coat her porcelain skin As the glass begins to break Mirrors will shatter, nothing else matters There's not much more that she can take Her soul is starving Hungry for love Stomach so hollow, but she just can't swallow Because deprivation is the only thing that will let her float above But her will isn't enough As temptation is calling She could only be strong for so long Stuffing her face with sin, it's so appauling Trapped within oblivion Lost within the moment Everything else fades away Gluttony is the only component But her mind can't comprehend The consequences until it's too late And she's falling back into the whirlwind Of misery and self hate A few slashes on the wrist though Will surely bring her back As blood laced with agony Will serve as ammonition for the attack So back to her bed She'll fade away Desintegrating, commiserating Simply cannot take another day But the sun will still rise again tommorow Cruely peaking into her closing eyes And the cylce will start all over again Perpetuating cruelty until she dies © 2011 Jb |
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Added on December 1, 2011 Last Updated on December 1, 2011 AuthorJbYoungstown, OHAboutThe majority of my life has been consumed by Eating Disorders (no pun intended). I've dealt with severe Anorexia from the age of 13-19, recovered, and now struggle with Bulimia. Depression, Anxiety, a.. more..Writing
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