Forever Gone

Forever Gone

A Poem by Jb

Paint my eyes black to make the flaws go away

Hide behind false confidence laced with fear and dismay

You pick me up, take me into your hands

Being naïve and foolish, I listen to your commands

Ignore my thoughts and intuition, I just want to seem right

Throw away morality just for this one night

Crying in the dark, regretting it what I’ve done

I fee like I’m at the end, but the pain has just begun

For I’ll wake up tomorrow, sunlight shining bright on my face

Remembering what I did and how I’m a disgrace

No longer innocent, I try to run and hide

As much as I try though, I’ll never go back to the other side

 

© 2011 Jb


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Jb
f**k this night and everything that happened before and after and f**k all of the a******s that helped get me to this point. f**k me for being so dumb. deffinetly us e in book.

Posted 12 Years Ago


This resonates with me, as I have felt this way before. It reminds me of my years as an undergraduate in university.

But there is hope...and there is healing!

Posted 13 Years Ago



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Jb
Jb

Youngstown, OH



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