Impaired?

fiery water I pour down my throat

top-down thinking, bottoms up

impairing, you say

well sure, I agree

impairing the already

impaired parts of me

impraiing my walls

impriaing ma mask

immpragn mi guard

it lessens my falls

reduce my high ask

make it not as hard

walking inner halls

now lesser of a task

I struggle inside

it opens me up

allows me to cry

it lets me breath

I struggle inside

just let it be

take some risks

some courage you need

I struggle inside

dare I say?

...yes

in misery at first, now gone

to good company, a stepping stone

fiery water I pour down my throat

imparing, you say

well yes, that's the point

Author's Note

this just spilled onto the page